Ahhhhh

I was having a HELLISH morning. I was late for work, which exponentially slows down the child, the CD player in the new car broke (no tunes! Wah!) and I'm stomping around making MMMEH noises like the angry diva in Phantom of the Opera (movie verison, Minnie Driver was HILARIOUS)...

I get a little phone call, just to chat. *birds start chirping, clouds part and the sun comes out... oh yeah. I .. umm.. yeah. Mental I am, I know, but at least I'm the HAPPY kind of nut. :)

Then some work-stuff happens. I get a little break. I was sitting there starting to get worked up about something and collecting my thoughts when I was overcome with a feeling of peace. It wasn't consciously generated, it just was there. It's all gonna be ok. Things are going to work out the way they were intended to.

That's been happening to me a lot lately. I'll get stressed out that something isn't going the way *I* wanted it to (how dare it!) ;) Even cooler - the time between the anxiety and the calm is shortening, too - now THAT rocks! Could it be that... gasp... I'm maturing a little? Eww that's scary!

NP - Michael Hedges "Torched" : a monstrously beautiful acoustic album.